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Miserableblaa blaa, finished that, i go to start my daily chores in my department, and, of course, the top row of animals have no food. NONE. The back room is filthy, no water, no food, dirty cages.GUESS WHO WILL GET IN TROUBLE WHEN IT IS NOT DONE? me, because when i show people the mess it is, they either tell me to do it and they will handle the punishment given to the perp.( which never gets punished) or give me some excuse as to why it could be that way.
PLUS tomorrow I am PROBABLY( mark my words...) get yelled at about cleaning tanks, cause they look filthy. Another thing i always get stuck doing. I am so frustrated and stressed, I always end up doing my job, AND the two people before me's job. it is jsut so hard to finish everything and I have NO voice here, I can SCREAM how much crap I have to do and all te stuff undone and my bosses will either, Tell me that will handle it and not do it, tell me they cant do anything, tell me to tell the other bosses, or change the subject completely and pretend I wasnt ever talking. I'm so sick of it.
SOO, when I was finishing my chores, my boss comes up to me and complains that i havent started recovering the store yet, I ALMOST snaped, as I was already fuming about everything that has happened, but I didnt. IN MY HEAD, i was saying WHAT?!?! WAAATTTT? YOUR TELLING ME TO WHAT? I AM NOT DONE DOING ALL THE CRAP FROM LAST WEEK, LET ALONE TODAAAY! WTF DUDE! W T F! HOW WOULD YOU LIKE IT IF YOU WERE ON VACATION, AND ONE DIDNT GET PAID AND TWO HAVE ALMOST A WEEKS WORTH OF WORK TO FINISH IN ONE DAY? HUH? NO YOU WOULDNT STAND FOR IT!... luckily im smart... I would probably have gotten in trouble.
WELL, Finally i get home, and I walk into my room, and it STINKS. of what? your probably excpecting cat of something. No, it spells of fish. I look at my fishtank, and the water is brown, like, you cant see through it. and my fish are all floating at the top, alive, but barly. THIS IS EXACTLY WHAT i NEED TO ME DOING AT 11 PM! trying to save my fish!... my sister decided to try and feed my fish, and dumped the whole bottle of t@$#%$^&*& fish food in the tank. They all died. My angel fish, that I have been trying SOOO hard to keep... are all dead. my zebra pleco, which, if you look at the price on them, is dead, and i will never be able to get another one as it was given to me because it was close to death. If you all knew the crap i went through with these fish in the past week, ... i am jsut not happy at all. I am so mad at my sister, i cannot even express it in words. I had just redone the tank last week, I costumized my bookcase with lighting system inside the shelf and everything for it. it looked, so nice... and i had to tear it apart last night trying to save them.
what a day, what a terrible day.
I'm going to be talking to my bosses today. i serious talk. i cant keep doing this, I cant keep holding up this whole department there are only 3 of us in it, correction there are only 2 and a half people in it because SOMEONE doesnt even count as a whole person because all she does is take up hours(( and I am not sure whats his face counts either, as he will not do a thing unless someone tells him to do it)), and if someone goes on vacation, that leaves 2 people to work all week to fill in the spot. we NEED more people, it is terrible, but i think i may need to start looking for a new job.
SORRY for the rant guys... i jsut cant take it anymore, and i dont know what else to do...I really don't want to go to work today, but...
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